PAST RETREATS

PSYCHEDELIC MINDFULNESS PROGRAM

FLICKER & FLOW RETREAT
DECEMBER 11 - 14, 2025

Flicker & Flow is a retreat for seekers of clarity in the liminal spaces of their inner world. With the support of ketamine-assisted therapy, held gently within a container of mindfulness and community, this retreat invites light into what has long felt shadowed or stuck. Like striking a match in a darkened room, insight begins quietly, but expands. Here, personal development isn’t forced; it’s revealed. You’ll be guided, safely and intentionally, to meet yourself with more compassion, more truth, and more light. Because healing isn’t about becoming someone new—it’s about remembering the luminous self already within. Let yourself be lit from inside.

THE OFFERING

UPON REGISTRATION

  • COMPREHENSIVE MEDICAL SCREENING (VIRTUAL) WITH DR. RACHEL LOVINS

  • 1:1 COACHING AND INTENTION SETTING SESSION (VIRTUAL) WITH JENNYBESS CHAIM

  • CURATED READING AND REFLECTION EXERCISES (SELF-PACED)


    ONE WEEK BEFORE RETREAT

  • GROUP MEETING AND PREPARATION (VIRTUAL) - MEET YOUR GROUP AND BUILD COMMUNITY; SET GROUP INTENTIONS


    ENTERING RETREAT

  • PRIVATE OR SHARED BESPOKE GUESTROOMS (PRIVATE ENSUITE BATHROOMS)

  • ALL ORGANIC MEALS INCLUDED - DINNER ON DAY 1, FOUR MEALS ON DAYS 2 AND 3, BREAKFAST AND BRUNCH ON DAY 4

  • EXPERT COMPASSIONATE STAFF, INCLUDING HOSTS DR. RACHEL LOVINS AND JENNYBESS CHAIM - SUPPORT STAFF TO BE INTRODUCED IN PERSON

  • DAILY YOGA, MEDITATION, AND YOGA PHILOSOPHY WITH YOUR FAVORITE SANTOSHA YOGIS

  • NOURISHING ARRAY OF HEALING ARTS


    KETAMINE SESSIONS

  • TWO KETAMINE DOSES ON DAYS 2 AND 3

  • DAILY REFLECTION AND INTEGRATION - 1:1 AND GROUP SESSIONS IN REFLECTION AND INTEGRATION

  • QUALIFIED MEDICAL STAFF ALWAYS PRESENT TO GUIDE YOU

    FOLLOWING RETREAT

  • GROUP INTEGRATION - 3 X 60-MINUTE SESSIONS (VIRTUAL)

  • 1:1 INTEGRATION - 3 X 60-MINUTE SESSIONS

  • DISCOUNTED RATES - ONGOING INTEGRATION AND COACHING SESSIONS + SUBSEQUENT RETREATS

  • STAY CONNECTED WITH ALUMNI EVENTS AND VIRTUAL COMMUNITY

CULTIVATE THE LIGHT OF AWARENESS WITHIN YOU.

VALUE

$499 DEPOSIT HOLDS YOUR SPOT

PRIVATE ROOM

$2,499 PER PERSON

SHARED ROOM

$2,299 PER PERSON

INCLUDED IN VALUE
1:1 VIRTUAL COACHING SESSION BEFORE RETREAT
VIRTUAL GROUP MEETING BEFORE RETREAT
3 NIGHTS OF LUXURY ACCOMMODATIONS
ALL MEALS, COFFEE, AND TEA
2 X KETAMINE DOSES
DAILY INTEGRATION SESSIONS (1:1 AND GROUP)
EXPERT PHYSICIAN-SUPERVISED STAFF
DAILY YOGA AND MEDITATION
DAILY YOGA PHILOSOPHY DISCUSSIONS
3 X GROUP INTEGRATION SESSIONS AFTER RETREAT
3 X 1:1 INTEGRATION SESSIONS AFTER RETREAT
DISCOUNTS ON FUTURE OFFERINGS AND COACHING
ALUMNI PROGRAMMING AND VIRTUAL COMMUNITY

NOT INCLUDED IN VALUE
MEDICAL PRE-SCREENING WITH DR. LOVINS
KETAMINE MEDICINE
BEVERAGES AVAILABLE AT BAR
HEALING ARTS TREATMENTS
TRANSPORTATION
DOG FEE, IF APPLICABLE
TAXES AND GRATUITY

LEGAL DISCLOSURE

All programming is designed and delivered in full compliance with Maine laws governing the practice of medicine and both Maine and federal laws regarding the possession and distribution of scheduled substances. Santosha at Hillholm Estate does not offer or administer ketamine or any other substances, and all medical services are provided solely by licensed physicians and medical staff wholly unaffiliated with Santosha at Hillholm Estate. Neither Santosha at Hillholm Estate nor its staff are engaged in the practice of medicine, nor do they exert any oversight of any licensed medical staff in any jurisdiction. Santosha at Hillholm Estate will not retain any portion of the fees earned by such medical practitioners, nor will it receive any discount or other compensation for the referral of any patients to such medical practitioners. Santosha at Hillholm Estate’s services consist solely of unlicensed (and non-medical) wellness offerings that do not require a prescription or medical diagnosis. Santosha at Hillholm Estate and the medical professionals engaged in this retreat individually reserve the right to decline any person’s participation in any or all components in this retreat, either before, during, or after this retreat, for good reason or no reason. All participants are required to sign a waiver, release, and indemnity agreement in connection with their participation in any retreat.